till then~

tata~

tomorrow back to school where everything seems like a routine 

i'm a nobody kay? ask anybody i'll always be nobody..

not that i want to stay a nobody but you know i'm nobody

i try to be nice..

make friends..

help out when i can.

but somehow when i'm crying INSIDE or OUTSIDE

no one seems to notice or they just don't care..

:) do you know a fake when you see one then just smile and look in a mirror

an apple that reflects a heart 

i just love it when a quote fits

i feel like i don't belong..

that's why i bury myself in books and movies

they take me away from this world 

i was free~

my world..

that's why i don't realize it when someone called my name

i was busy...

busy being totally absorbed by a book or a movie :)

a little tip if you wanna get rid of me just give me a good thick book 

and i'm gone *winks

tata~ till then bloggy

winks

sleep sweet blogy :)

me just need a hug~

i feel totally terrible right now
i don't want to cry but i don't want to smile
i am just confused...
i don't want to laugh but i don't want to scream
so maybe...
maybe...
maybe i just need a good book and a couple hours of  ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZ
have you ever just wake up n NOT remember anything for a second
i DO sometimes for the first minute i remember NOTHING
weird huh
my friend ,Hani, told me it's migraine so wtv...
TO SLEEP OR NOT TO SLEEP?
i'm
listenin' to T.Swift's songs
haishh~~
ilysdm <3

A HOMEWORK THAT NEVER DID~~

I hate all this work....

i totally agree kitty

sometimes i just hate the fact that every single teacher thinks that every other teacher don't give us enough homework. i mean like err...?

i wish i could use this

Don't teacher's realize that hw = paper so..

for the planet!

trees really are hurting becoz of HW!

but if we use these reasons teachers will give us homeworks using p.points and microsoft excel and etc,,

maybe we could use..

hehe smart kid  >.^ winks to YOU

or maybe i could use my 23 cats & kittens...

student: umm.. tech? my cat ate my hw
tech: oh.. thats a new one why did your cat eat it?
student: becoz i don't have a dog

or maybe i should just DO MY HW

JENG JENG JENG *SCREAM

teacher i think homework just damaged my brain FOREVER

or maybe i will just

heyh don't misunderstand i'm doing my hw in my BLOG

or maybe just

i am dreamin up the answers to this equation

so yeah

i guess either one is bound to happen haha :)

tata bloggy <3

sleep sweet..~~

Down~

yeah...i did

i cried so?

i feel always

......................................

sometimes...
when i watch the rain outside i feel like i'm going to smile :)
i can't tell you why
i don't have any special moments in the rain but i just want to smile...
weird?
maybe...
i feel like i want to SCREAM everytime
i get hurt easily
i'm a handful so it's hard for me to keep friends..
i'm quiet so?
What?
i'm not a freak...
i always lose my self-confidence..
i blame others for my mistakes
i lose friends a lot
i push people away
AFRAID
i'm afaid too make friends in case i lose them
like rain they come and then they disappear.
i smile because when rain comes it pours
<3

ilovethisquote<3

KINOKUNIYA

Today was the best coz why?
Becoz I went to da greatest, bestest & awesomest place in the world.
My book heaven...
A place that I could spend all my life in...
KINOKUNIYA
As always there's a strick budget on how much each of us can spend.
But it kinda got "a little" overboard this time
hehehe *I'm NOT proud of what I did or am I?
Before that I went shopping in The Reject Shop for some clothes wif da fam
Bought some cute clothes can't wait to try them on *giggles
I usually hate again I say HATE shopping for clothes but if they're cute who cares! Right????
I sort of have this fettish about cute keychains and adorable silver necklaces
you know keychains that you can put on your pendrive, your phone or like me your psp but my big bro has got some issues about putting cute keychains on the psp
okay so i bought this super cute keychain at KLCC today
Why?
Becoz it reminded me of my cat my cute Ku-chan
I want to remember it when I go back to the school
and every ICTL class I'll bring my pendrive so thus I'm bringin Ku-chan wif me *meow
gotta go now sorry 4 da late update you know coz u know HW piled up to the ceilings and I only managed to reduce it to I don't know my ceiling fan
AND school's back on Sunday so 
JENG JENG JENG *SCREAM




P/s: Wish me luck in finishing my HW in time 
it's super adorable it comes with two so i gave mum one 
so worth RM16.90

HANGIN OUT

ari ni melepak ngan diorg sgt2 umm best no GREAT NO AWESOMEST....
my mom is really not into letting mme hang out and do nothing always expects stuff to have results and the results had better be GREAT or my ears will be the victim ~haih~~
i really just want my mum to have some sense to maybe let me make decisions when i want to make them... trust my judgement.. maybe.. i know whats wrong and whats right... i love you mom but dad lets me feel more free... he trusts my judgement but mom doesn't ~haih~

some1~~

Another fight..
another day..
 idk whats right and whats wrong anymore
 cause it seems like i'm always being at the wrong place,
 at the wrong time,
doing wrongs things &
 saying all the wrong things that i could possibly say...
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH
i don't get why i know how or when a person is upset, mad or just needs some1 2 listen but i do..
why can't other people see what i see
why can't some1 be there
some1 that completely understands
instead i've got
GROW UP
DON'T BE SUCH A BABY
I'M BUSY
~~sigh~~ that's life huh??
i write & draw when i'm upset so my posts r probably long and boring so if u feel so DON'T READ IT
~~sigh~~ YA ALLAH HELP ME FIND SOME1 THAT CAN BE THERE 4 ME AS I TO THEM ~AAMIN