Down~

yeah...i did

i cried so?

i feel always

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sometimes...
when i watch the rain outside i feel like i'm going to smile :)
i can't tell you why
i don't have any special moments in the rain but i just want to smile...
weird?
maybe...
i feel like i want to SCREAM everytime
i get hurt easily
i'm a handful so it's hard for me to keep friends..
i'm quiet so?
What?
i'm not a freak...
i always lose my self-confidence..
i blame others for my mistakes
i lose friends a lot
i push people away
AFRAID
i'm afaid too make friends in case i lose them
like rain they come and then they disappear.
i smile because when rain comes it pours
<3

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