Saturday, February 5, 2011

till then~

tata~
tomorrow back to school where everything seems like a routine 
i'm a nobody kay? ask anybody i'll always be nobody..
not that i want to stay a nobody but you know i'm nobody
i try to be nice..
make friends..
help out when i can.
but somehow when i'm crying INSIDE or OUTSIDE
no one seems to notice or they just don't care..
:) do you know a fake when you see one then just smile and look in a mirror

an apple that reflects a heart 

i just love it when a quote fits

i feel like i don't belong..
that's why i bury myself in books and movies


they take me away from this world 
i was free~

my world..
that's why i don't realize it when someone called my name
i was busy...
busy being totally absorbed by a book or a movie :)
a little tip if you wanna get rid of me just give me a good thick book 
and i'm gone *winks
tata~ till then bloggy
winks





sleep sweet blogy :)

me just need a hug~

i feel totally terrible right now
i don't want to cry but i don't want to smile
i am just confused...
i don't want to laugh but i don't want to scream
so maybe...
maybe...
maybe i just need a good book and a couple hours of  ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZ
have you ever just wake up n NOT remember anything for a second
i DO sometimes for the first minute i remember NOTHING
weird huh
my friend ,Hani, told me it's migraine so wtv...
TO SLEEP OR NOT TO SLEEP?
i'm
listenin' to T.Swift's songs
haishh~~
ilysdm <3

Thursday, February 3, 2011

A HOMEWORK THAT NEVER DID~~

I hate all this work....
i totally agree kitty
sometimes i just hate the fact that every single teacher thinks that every other teacher don't give us enough homework. i mean like err...?
i wish i could use this

Don't teacher's realize that hw = paper so..
for the planet!

trees really are hurting becoz of HW!
but if we use these reasons teachers will give us homeworks using p.points and microsoft excel and etc,,
maybe we could use..
hehe smart kid  >.^ winks to YOU
or maybe i could use my 23 cats & kittens...
student: umm.. tech? my cat ate my hw
tech: oh.. thats a new one why did your cat eat it?
student: becoz i don't have a dog
or maybe i should just DO MY HW
JENG JENG JENG *SCREAM
teacher i think homework just damaged my brain FOREVER
or maybe i will just
heyh don't misunderstand i'm doing my hw in my BLOG

or maybe just
i am dreamin up the answers to this equation

so yeah
i guess either one is bound to happen haha :)
tata bloggy <3
sleep sweet..~~







Saturday, January 29, 2011

Down~

yeah...i did

i cried so?


i feel always

......................................


sometimes...
when i watch the rain outside i feel like i'm going to smile :)
i can't tell you why
i don't have any special moments in the rain but i just want to smile...
weird?
maybe...
i feel like i want to SCREAM everytime
i get hurt easily
i'm a handful so it's hard for me to keep friends..
i'm quiet so?
What?
i'm not a freak...
i always lose my self-confidence..
i blame others for my mistakes
i lose friends a lot
i push people away
AFRAID
i'm afaid too make friends in case i lose them
like rain they come and then they disappear.
i smile because when rain comes it pours
<3
ilovethisquote<3