HANGIN OUT

ari ni melepak ngan diorg sgt2 umm best no GREAT NO AWESOMEST....
my mom is really not into letting mme hang out and do nothing always expects stuff to have results and the results had better be GREAT or my ears will be the victim ~haih~~
i really just want my mum to have some sense to maybe let me make decisions when i want to make them... trust my judgement.. maybe.. i know whats wrong and whats right... i love you mom but dad lets me feel more free... he trusts my judgement but mom doesn't ~haih~

some1~~

Another fight..
another day..
 idk whats right and whats wrong anymore
 cause it seems like i'm always being at the wrong place,
 at the wrong time,
doing wrongs things &
 saying all the wrong things that i could possibly say...
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH
i don't get why i know how or when a person is upset, mad or just needs some1 2 listen but i do..
why can't other people see what i see
why can't some1 be there
some1 that completely understands
instead i've got
GROW UP
DON'T BE SUCH A BABY
I'M BUSY
~~sigh~~ that's life huh??
i write & draw when i'm upset so my posts r probably long and boring so if u feel so DON'T READ IT
~~sigh~~ YA ALLAH HELP ME FIND SOME1 THAT CAN BE THERE 4 ME AS I TO THEM ~AAMIN